Thanks people for coming down to my bday party last week~~~~~ =D Thanks also to those who helped out ESPECIALLY SINLING~~~ woot~~ oh ya~ thanks for all the presents too~~ =D *so many wrong size tees* =X will upload picture ASAP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You really make me feel like an idiot... I hope you see this~
Telling me all those bullshit tt you have got feelings for me? Din know your feelings can multitask ya.. You feel nothing even when i ignore you...you call tt got feeling for me? Others din sms you what will you do? i dont think its the same as what you did to me ba..
You've go plenty of reason to explain to whatever i say.. You know what you've done, im not gonna say it. *maybe too many of it till you dont know which one im talking about* Anyway you seems happy when i send you tt email yest... Dont understand why am i so stupid to actually believe that you will have feelings for me...
Why am i crying when im typing this post? why...i dono why..
Can i don be stupid? sorry i cant cos im stupid I made you angry. because im stupid Im giving you stupid response? because im stupid Im giving fucking irritating response? because im stupid tts why response from me are irritating.
But aleast i know i still love you even if im stupid. ='(
sigh~~ I've fallen for the wrong person i guess... i don wish to struggle anymore i just feel like giving up just tt something is stopping me i hate being hurt.. but i got hurt by someone once again.. ='(
hmm, just back from jogging~~ many things happen recently, while jogging my mind keep telling me
'Kelvin, its time to wake up, decide on what you really want in your life. because some things even though you tried very hard to get it in the end you will be the one losing out. Same goes to someone you love, 勉强是没有幸福的。。。'
*is it really time to give up on you? is it a no for us to start all over again? i really wana love you, do you? Pls tell me what to can, can you?* sigh~~~
Today went shopping with CXF from 1pm to 11pm...spent alot... tired..laugh too much..walk too much, but eat too little..=D what we eat - ajisen where we shop - bugis what we buy - cloths~~
CXF's new dog nini~~~ so cute!!!
new year day itself went to bedok interchange hawker eat 大西瓜。。。
During new year eve went CXF's place for steamboat~~
Just got back from an interview @ CARLTON HOTEL~ -_- *am i supppose to blog?*
*kelvin don wana be sad anymore...cos pass 3 days he had been sick, very sick. wana stay happy, maybe its really time to let go things tt doesnt not belong to me.. life goes on..sigh*
- KO group project next week present, but haven start doing. - Beverage individual project next friday hand in, haven start. - Asian sweets presentation next week. - Interview @ Merchant Court next week. - Grandma's and nephew's birthday next week.
Went boat quey yesterday and the day before yesterday, drank alot.. almost but not yet drunk..might seems very high and happy but its not what i really felt inside.. feeling very confused, scared. Lots and lots of hesitation..
Knowning you for quite some time le..understanding that we have feelings for each other...
Kelvin is in love with you~ Are you in love with him? *when will i get the answer*
just a simple relationship and kelvin will be content..=(
