today first exam paper...*food cost control* did badly but hope can pass..went airport with the girls don really have a wonderful time cos im tired...so guys *my laughter might looks real but sometimes its plastic* doesnt matter...when i reach home, i don feel good...uncomfortable, tired, almost like a dead person...think not enough sleep...talk to ivan on the phone before he sleep...then after hanging nephew keep crying totally pissed me off...now i cant sleep...
anyway called sinling just now for some help!


"when i get a little jealous over someone does that mean that i like him/her?

when i enjoy the moment with him/her does that mean i like him/her?

when i start to miss him/her does that mean i like him or her?

when he/she is not happy and i will also feel the same does that mean i like him/her?

when i got a hug from him/her and i have this warm feeling that is different from family or friend's hug does that mean i got feeling for him/her?

when i tell that person that i like him/her will he/she avoid me?


he/she is a nice person by nature...having a rls with him/her is not the right thing because i promise him/her that i wont fall for him/her?
And telling that person i like him/her need confident which i don find any in myself.

*i know what i wana do, but i don think its a right way*

Can someone tell me what am i suppose to do now?



p.s: true story...

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